Wednesday, January 22, 2020

I Saw My Father



Unworthy of God's Love: In Remembrance of an Icon

I saw my father
I know it was he,
I was lying on the floor
And he was standing over me.

The interesting thing, though,
It was no concrete floor,
It was wood all through
And he was near the door.

It wasn’t no dream
‘Cause I wasn’t asleep,
Please shut your mouth
And let me speak.

Unworthy of God's Love: In Remembrance of an Icon

Of course I was surprised
And you would know why
Since this is ten years
That my father had died.

I was at the morgue
When he came out the fridge,
And also at the burial
Which was at Coral Ridge.

So please don’t remind me
That my father had died
For this is the very reason
That I was surprised.

I tell you it wasn’t a dream
You think I foolish or what?
It was my experience
I was there and you were not.

That’s the problem with people
That were not at an event,
You relate it to them
And your story they resent.

Sorry about that distraction
Let me continue,
Please do not interrupt me
To give your view.
Now where was I?
Let me recall,
I was lying on the floor
But that wasn’t all.

All of a sudden,
Faster than lightning,
He drew this belt from nowhere
To start a beating.

This is no lie
I am telling the truth,
I even got a wale on my hand
I can show you as proof.

I scrambled off the floor
And started to run,
It is then I remembered
To do that was dumb.

My brother tried it before
And he got more licks,
Back then he did not realize
My father was so quick.

So I froze right there
And took every lash,
My brother thought he was Bolt
But my father was Flash.

Just three lashes he gave me
As a matter of fact, four,
The ones on the hand
Only counted for more.

I dared to ask him
What the lashes were for
So he drew the belt again
For such he abhorred.

I quickly apologized
And withdrew the question
Whereupon he disappeared,
I don’t know which direction.

Unworthy of God's Love: In Remembrance of an Icon

Yes, I saw my father
And it wasn’t a dream,
I felt every lash
Though I didn’t scream.

That was also a “no-no”
We weren’t allowed to scream,
That would be disrespect
Bordering on the obscene.

My experience is finished
You can talk all you like,
 Just one thing though,
It was in the day, not in the night.

Nobody believes me
I find it hard to believe me too
But I saw my father
And that is why I do.

They say, “seeing is believing”
And I believe what I see,
I saw my father
Just like you are seeing me.

The only thing that baffles me
Is his disappearing act
But if I did not see him,
He couldn’t disappear like that.

That should satisfy you
That what I tell you is fact
But if you don’t this time
You will when he comes back.

Stewart Russell © September 2019

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