Tuesday, September 30, 2014

The Broken Bottle Top Part 1

Part 1      Smashed Brown Beer Bottle Stock Photos by Megapixl
The following story is about a little boy who witnessed the murder of his father.  Follow the suspense thriller as it develops and see if you can predetermine its ending.  It will be presented in a number of parts.


I had never liked staying at home alone, whether it was nighttime or daytime.  I like it even less at night.  My stepfather lived in the country and my mother worked as a waitress at a popular hotel.  You know what that meant.  Being an only child, I had to stay at home alone when she was working.  O how I dreaded those nights that she worked!

My father was murdered when I was eight years old.  I had seen the whole thing happen. I saw the assassin and he saw me.  At that time however, he was more concerned about his own safety so he ran.  I saw him several times since then and he saw me too but I was too afraid to tell.  There was a very evil look in his eyes and I knew that if I ever told what I knew, some how he would find me before the police caught him.  That would be the end of me.  I saw my father die and I was afraid to die.  All of this made it a very frightening experience for me when I had to stay at home alone.  I always thought, “One of these nights something horrible will happen to me.”

I waved goodbye to my mum at the door.  I was trembling like a leaf and there was perspiration on my forehead.  If my mum noticed it, she did not say.  As she walked down the narrow path that led to the main road, I almost called her back to tell her what I had kept a secret these seven years.  How it haunted me!  And here I was all by myself again.  This night would add to the many sleepless nights I had endured.  How long those nights were!  Well, I might as well endure it.

     Smashed Brown Beer Bottle Stock Photos by Megapixl
I decided to check the television programme for that Tuesday night.  It seemed that I was to have some small portion of comfort.  A comedy was being telecast.  I checked all of the windows and doors to make sure that they were secured, made a glass of lemonade and prepared two ham sandwiches then sat on the sofa opposite the television set.  I forgot my worries for a while and was lost in the humour of the comedy.
I had taken one bite from the second sandwich when I heard a knock on the door.  My heart thumped wildly as if it would burst my chest.  I thought, “Has he finally come?  Did he know I would be home alone?  Was this the moment I had dreaded?” 

I began to wish that I had told my mother the entire story. How my father was murdered, how I knew the man and why he was never caught.  But alas, I did not and now the secret would die and be buried with me.  A louder pounding brought me back to the present crisis. 

“But was it really he or was it someone else?  If it wasn’t he, who could it be at this late hour?”  I checked my watch for the hundredth time that night.  It was 12:25 a.m.  The knock became more persistent.  I cannot recall how long I sat there on the sofa.  Silently I prayed, “Do let him go away.  But him, who?  Who was out there?  Was it he?”

The knock came again.  This time it was so loud that the very louvres in the door rattled.  My trembling increased and I began to develop an uneasy feeling in the pit of my stomach.  “I must do something or else he may break in the door,” I thought. 

There were three choices open to me.  I could ignore the knock and simply pretend to be asleep.  But the reading lamp was switched on and so was the television.  I could slip out the back door, climb the fence and escape.  But I thought, “Suppose he chose to come around the back that same time.”

After some deliberation I decided on the third option.  I called out with a boldness I was far from feeling, “Who’s there?”  There was no answer.  With a slight tremor in my voice, I called out again.  I was hoping he did not recognise the tremor.  I called out two more times but without response.  ”May be he has gone away,” I thought.

By this time the television station had ceased its transmission.  The only sounds that could be heard in the room was the ticking of the clock and the hum of the television speaker.  About ten minutes passed.  

     Smashed Brown Beer Bottle Stock Photos by Megapixl
There was no further knocking so I decided that whoever had caused me so much discomfort had left.  For how long I did not know.  I did not have long to wait, however.  As I moved to turn off the television set, I was startled almost out of my wits.  There was an ear splitting rattle along the entire length of the paling to the windward side of the house.  It seemed so loud that I was certain that my next door neighbour could have heard it.  May be, just may be he would come out and investigate,” I hoped in obvious futility.  There was the noise again.  This time it was at the back of the house.  I sensed he was playing a game with me.  Only that his fun was at my expense. The next time I heard the noise it was to the leeward side of the house.  He was playing his game to a well thought out plan.  ”What was his objective?” I wondered.  “Did he want me to let him into the house?  Would he commit his second act of murder here or did he want me to run out of the house?” 

 I am sure he must have been enjoying my discomfort.  How I wish for morning to come and the sweet homecoming of my mother!  I checked my watch.  It was now 1:05 a.m., just forty minutes since I had heard that first knock.  Somehow it had seemed like hours.
My mother would not be home until 6:30 that morning.  What a long night it was going to be!  Could I last out?  Would it be long and tortuous or would it be like my father’s…short, quick and silent?

To be continued...

Stewart Russell © 1979


Friday, September 26, 2014

The Two Sides of Justin Part 1

The Two Sides Of Justin Part 1


Justin took careful aim and threw.  He had considered himself to be the top marksman in the district.  Daily he bragged, “None of you boys are as straight as I am.  I hit whatever I aim at.”

At certain times during the day, many birds gathered on Austin’s pasture.  There they could be seen very early in the morning or when they were not many children around.  The birds knew by instinct, that the boys meant them harm.  At these daily times when they assembled, they presented a most beautiful picture.  Among the hundreds of birds were doves, wild pigeons, sparrows, blackbirds, yellow breasts and on rare occasions, a wild parrot or two.  This was a strange sight because the parrots usually viewed the action from the safety of the tallest trees on the pasture.

Suddenly, the birds scattered.  Their peace was disturbed as they flew in every direction.  The picture was now utter confusion as their flapping wings hurriedly carried them away from the source of their peril.  All except one escaped.  That unfortunate bird was a beautiful, wild pigeon with a white breast.


Stewart Russell © 1997

The Two Sides of Justin Part 2

The Two Sides Of Justin Part 2

“Well I guess you could throw very accurately young man.  That’s a great hit you made there.  I could not have done better myself, or worse.”  The boys looked up to see a smiling girl of not more than sixteen.  She had the kindest of faces.

She took the injured pigeon in her hands and examined it closely.  “You know,” she said, “this bird probably has some young ones waiting for its return.  They are not likely to ever see their mother again.  See how the blood spoils the beauty of its white breast?  But of course, you didn’t think about that when you took aim.  I wonder who’s going to take care of this injured bird or its young ones.”

                             
Justin could take no more of this.  He felt really bad.  “I am so sorry,” he apologised.    “How could I have been so horrible?  I know what I’ll do.  I’ll take the bird home and look after it.  And I’ll never harm another creature as long as I live.”

“Me neither,” echoed Pete.

Three weeks later, the beautiful pigeon was soaring in the skies again. 

                             


Stewart Russell © 1997

Punished Unfairly

I pushed the door of my mother’s bedroom and entered.  There on the floor lay one of her most cherished possessions.  It was a crystal flower vase which my father had given her on her last birthday.  She kept it in her room because she wanted nobody to damage it.  Now it lay on the floor in dozens of pieces with the flowers strewn around it.


                    
I was about to turn and leave the room when my mother crept up behind me.  I turned and our eyes met.  She saw the horror on my face then she saw the vase.  She stood there for what seemed like an hour.  I knew it could not have been more than a minute.  I sensed what was coming.  She looked at me, then at the vase, then at me again.  It was then that she said, “How could you do this, Tony?  You know how I cherished that vase.”
                     
I replied, “I did not do it, Mum.  When I entered the room I saw it there on the floor.”  I tried my best to convince my mother of my innocence but I tried in vain.  Mum argued that only she and I were at home therefore I must have been the culprit.

My punishment was almost greater than I could bear.  I could not go out for a month.  I was forced to spend my evenings after school in my room.  I could not even use the telephone.  I felt extremely annoyed especially since I knew I was innocent.  It was some months after when we all found out it was the cat.
                                                
                                                                                                                                                                     Stewart Russell © 1997

Thursday, September 25, 2014

God Is Blind


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My God is colour blind
Colour matters not to him,
Reds or yellows, blacks or whites
His blood cleanses all from sin.

God doesn’t see our looks
Faces and shapes don’t count,
All that counts is that you and I
Come to his precious fount.

Colour stains are washed away
Then we too do not see
The colour of our brother’s skin
In the crimson flow that be.

Faces and shapes, not at all
They too mean nothing to us,
All differences become the same
Reflected in the light of Jesus.


Rich and poor are really one
In all their sin and wretchedness,
Jesus is blind to all else
Except our need and nakedness.

When once we come to him
Old things are now gone past,
New creatures are we in Christ
Blind to this world at last.

The caste system of our times
Positions of the high and the low,
God sees not these classes
Both of them need to know.


He sees their need of salvation
From the ultimate wage of sin
And until they turn to him
He remains blind to all within.

Jew and Gentile are alike
He sees in them no difference,
Abraham cannot change a Jew
Nor Paul a Gentile’s decadence.

He closes his eyes to their boasts
For nothing else really matters
Than the covering of Jesus’ blood
Applied to the former and latter.

Blind to all we deem essential
Position, ethnicity and wealth,
Only because what’s important
Is the state of our spiritual health.

Seek God and His righteousness
And good things will be added to you,
Then you’ll be blind just like He is
And you’ll begin to see what is true.

For man accuses God of blindness
And says He takes no note
Of the injustices that are rife
And how the perpetrators gloat.

How He sits on His lofty throne
And if he could read a mind
Why not stop wrong before it happens?
Surely He must be blind.

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But God turns a blind eye to such
To them who will fly in His face,
And offers them great salvation
Compliments of His love and grace.

God is blind, yes in some ways He is
But only because He chooses,
To give a chance to he who thinks He is
And that constantly His love refuses.

Grab that chance today
All that pretend they can see,
Outside of Him you are blind as a bat
And headed for a lost eternity.

In the nether land of the dark
There is no value in looks or colour,
No use in one’s position or ethnicity
Only the reality of eternity’s fire.
 
God will be blind to your predicament
And be deaf to your wailing screams,
To you His grace then ended
Still extended to the saved and redeemed.


In the times of ignorance He winked
But now commands He you to repent,
He will rid you of your spiritual blindness
Only in Jesus will your veil be rent.


            Stewart Russell © 2014